Back to no word again

Well I have heard from my husband the last 2 nights in a row, but he told me he will be out of touch for a while. He told me he is battered and bruised after an attack but that he is ok. I can tell by the way he was talking to me on messenger that he is scared shitless. I love my husband with every ounce of who I am, but he worries me when he lets me hear his fear. My husband is always cocky, it drives me nuts, that is who he is. For him to show me or anyone else his fear he is having a hard time.

My children are having fun with their grandparents in Ohio. I am planning on getting my oldest back this weekend. I have had way to much time to think about whats going on around me. It sucks!!!!!

My best friend is having fun in Oregon with her family and friends. I am missing her terrible. She calls almost everyday to check on her critters and on me. Got to love her she is on vacation and still worrying about me.