Having a down day

Still no word from my husband, but the flip side is no one has come to ring my doorbell. So I know that he is alright. I would just love to hear from him. I miss him terribly. I so can't wait for this deployment to be over. My husbands company has taken suck a hard hit this time around. I have no clue what his mental state is going to be once he comes home at the end of this deployment. No matter what I will stand by my husband with love and respect. I will be here to help him in any way he needs my help. I love him so much I want to cry for him for all that he has seen and experienced.

My sister finally caught on to the fact I was down yesterday, but still didn't ask if I had heard from my husband. My sister knows me well enough to know what is going on in my head. We used to be able to pick up on the littlest things with each other, but those days are a thing of the past. My life is here on Fort Campbell and my sister's life is stuck in the small town we grew up in in Ohio. Her word revolves around her, mine consists of my kids, my hubby and my animals and neighbors.