Torqued

I know that my husband will be home in just a few short weeks, but I am a little torqued at him. It is not enough stress on my plate with the issues with my oldest son, my own issues, and getting ready for the reintergration. I now have to worry about my man chatting up women on the internet. I know that he wont cheat on me but it still he is causing me pain. Luckily I have been placed on the old meds that at least kept me somewhat stable, so I can keep myself from flying off the handle at him. I know he is lonely in Iraq and I understand that. I am lonely over here waiting for him to come home to the kids and I, but I am not going and chatting guys up on the internet. The only man that I want to chat up is my hubby. So needless to say today is not starting well for me and I have to spend the day at the dr's office with appts for me and my child. Yeehaw time for tears again I just love the fact that I am so freaking emotional.