Thank you

First off I want to say thank you to the people who have left comments of understanding. Sometimes I have wondered if anyone was reading what I have to say. I know that I am not alone in anything I do. There are other deuces wives and other bipolar individuals, but sometimes I think I am alone with the things that I struggle with. It is nice to reassured sometime though, so thank you.

Today was a hard day. My oldest son is not doing well, I don't know what to do to help him. I am worried for him. I know that people look at me strange when they find out I am bipolar. I don't want to see my son looked on like he is an alien or something if it turns out he has a physiological problem. He is a child he didn't do anything to be the way he is. First and foremost he is my child and I want to protect him from stupid people. I know I can't, but I can show him how to raise his head up and walk on by these people.